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my oh my it`s been awhile time for an update with quotes that fit the moment;) 

Don't feel stupid for missing him, even if he treated you like shit.
you still had happy memories. & you're always going to miss them.
don't try to replace him, cause you won't. Just get through each day
& eventually it'll get better i promise. Eventually someone will come
into your life, & whether or not you realize it, they're going to be
something special to you. So don't throw yourself at every guy you see,
trying to replace him, or at least dull the memories. cause you're only
going to make yourself see how hard he is to replace. Someone better
will eventually come along

this is crazy.
we don't talk for over a week
i begin to think you've forgotten about me
and out of nowhere,
you call.
and i'm right back in love again

chances are
i'll never get a moment like this again
so here's everything i ever wanted to tell you
no one has ever gotten me like you
i've never found anyone who makes me laugh like you
you're the one person who i can honestly see myself happy with
the definition of love to me is you

Give it time…love isn’t something that happens over night.
It’s an emotion that takes place in two souls and remains there to grow.
Love is something that shows how strong someone is,
how much they can take, and how much they can give.
Love is a feeling that makes you smile...
not always does it happen so quick...
because true love, yeah, it takes a while

love is about taking risks.
the risk of rejection, the risk of
heartbreak, the risk of falling in
love & not being able to get out.

but, i wasn't prepared for this
 oh no, i wasn't prepared for this
when the day is blue
 i'll sit here wondering about youStop, will you stop?
Will you stop and speak to me?Stop, will you stop?
Will you stop and speak to me?
Wake, I know you're awake.
Move your mouth and speak to me.
I'm not the kind who will take you for granted,
no, I'm not the kind who will take you for granted.

Dear Santa,
I know it might be a little too late to write you
this, but I`m desperate. I have tried so hard all of
these years to make sure that I was very good,
& I don`t think you`ve been disappointed yet.
So I was writing this letter to kind of ask you
for a favor. This year, I don`t want any of those
silly presents; no Abercrombie jeans or Coach
purses. All I want this year is someone who is
going to love me. Someone who takes time out
of his day just to make sure that I woke up
alright. Or maybe someone who will call me at
3 in the morning just to tell me that he can`t
wait to see me again. I`ve been waiting a long
time for someone special, Santa, & this year
sounds like a good year for him to be mine.
So Santa, if you read this letter & don`t think
you can find anyone, that`s alright. It`s not
like I haven`t been disappointed before.. <|3
Love,
A Lonely Girl

 This is for the girls that quit
believing in love all cause of
one boy who tore their heart
in half. This is for the girls
who are afraid to give their
hearts out ; for some day, you
will find a boy worth giving it to.

Is it wrong to assume that you missed me?
because the look in your eyes says
that you’re dying to kiss me

I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me

Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?

I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind

i was feeling sad and lonely
and my heart was torn in two
i went out to see a show
that's the night that i met you

enough for now.

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ah okay; thx for the cmtss but i need cmts & subs kay?  check out-->my myspace & add me lovess.

because no matter what anyone tells you,
there is someone out there who's
made to wake up next to you every morning.

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ahh i haven`t updated in forver! here`s nice update for you guys.

i just want one guy<-- to prove they aren`t all the  s a m e<3'

i CAN'T TAKE iT ANYM0RE.
EVERY0NE THiNKS i'M iNDESTUCTiBLE,
THE GiRL WH0 NEVER FLINCHES,
THE GiRL WH0 ALWAYS HAS A SMiLE 0N HER FACE,
THE GiRL WH0'S G0NE THR0UGH N0THiNG,
THE GiRL WH0 HAS N0 SCARS
& i'M S0 TiRED 0F IT.
i D0NT WANT T0 LiVE BEHiND A WALL 0F LAUGHTER
& SMiLES ANYM0RE.
i WANT PE0PLE T0 UNDERSTAND ME,
i WANT PE0PLE T0 UNDERSTAND H0W HARD iT iS T0 BE ME
& HAVE T0 DEAL WiTH ALL THiS CRAP
& STiLL BE EXPECTED T0 BE HAPPY.
iT'S N0T FAiR.
WHY CAN EVERY0NE ELSE JUST FALL APART,
BUT i HAVE T0 KEEP iT T0GETHER?

don`t wait for the perfect moment;; or the perfect moment will pass you by</3

of course she`s going to say she`s happy for you;

and flash that famous smile. but look into those blue eyes;

baby you broke her.

when you start to miss me,

just remember - you were the one who made me cry

broke my heart ; turned your back ; and walked away

I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heart breaker.

"I spend 23 hours a day wondering whether we're
wrong for each other, wondering whether we've
got the energy that we need to get through everything
that we seem to get into, whether the baggage
we both bring would sink a small ship. But in the
24th hour, I realize I've been thinking about him for
23 hours and I come back to, there's something
about him I can't stay away from. Something that
makes me want to love him."

love me or hate me
but personally
i couldnt care less

there are certain people; you keep coming back to

I rememeber it clearly,
that one night I laid eyes
on him. I don`t think I knew it
then, but I guess I was
falling in love.. Sudden silence. Sudde

SHORT UPDATE.

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//I`ll edit later

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omgsh 2 subs; wow that sucks. but i got some thoughtful cmts, and i guess some ppl do like this site.. so i shall keep it. but if subs&cmts don't improve, =(..

its hard not to turn around everytime i hear your voice, everytime i see you i want to turn away,
but i cant, its in the past,
but sometimes i wish things could come back

i know that you know that you lost something that was great,
and after all the tears shes cried over you, she still could love you forever

What do you think of when you're with me?
Do you feel nervous or miss me at all or wonder how I'm doing?
What's going through your mind?
I want to know cause I can't decide how I feel when I'm around you.
All I know is that you make me smile like no one else can.

Let's lay on my rooftop,
the rain is pouring down
let's forget about life
makeout 'til the sun comes up.

you could have been anyone,
it wouldn't matter.
we still would have wound up together

it started off as a crush;; and ended up meaning everything.<3

sometime's i wish he was you; i guess we never really moved on<|3

She LOVES him and its KILLING her

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 R E A D ;;

okay, so im getting no cmts again.   a few subs, but could be better. if i seriously dont get any cmts or subs, im done. last chance guys!    

He doesn't want to call you. Give up.
He doesn't want to see you. Shut up.
He's not planning on getting back to you ;
he's making excuses to get out of it.
It's what he's doing as I'm breathing.
What he's doing while I'm waiting.
It's what he's thinking while my heart is breaking

Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute.Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us. Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again  waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days.  Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so  desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us  at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to  believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated. Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if". This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine  about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, and cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better,  that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with  her, he didn't mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with. This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were going too fast, he needs time." Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid  they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces  again. This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what  was going on, for fear of an "I told you so." The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, and their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who  would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that. Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here's for the time that he broke your heart again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him,  and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried, and how long it  took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When "your song" comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the crap he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to. One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you
did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna hurt like crap,  and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls, who fell back in love with a guy, only to get hurt all over again.

PELL YOUR FRiENDSz NAME AND SEE THE DEFiNiTiON-
 A - accepts you as youu are.
 B - believes in youu.
 C - calls youu just to say hii.
 D - doesn`t give up on youu.
 E - envisions the whole of youu ( even the unfinished parts ).
 F - forgives your mistakes.
 G - gives unconditionally.
 H - helps youu.
 I - inspires you
 J - just wants to be with youu.
 K - keeps youu close at heart.
 L - loves youu for who youu are.
 M - makes a difference in your life.
 N - never judges.
 O - offers support.
 P - picks youu up.
 Q - quiets your fears.
 R - raises your spirits.
 S - says nice things about youu.
 T - tells youu the truth when youu
need to hear it.
 U - understands youu.
 V - values youu.
 W - walks beside youu.
 X - explains things youu don`t understand.
 Y - yells when youu don`t listen.
 Z - zaps youu back to reality.

the feeling of losing yourself in
somebody's arms- yet at the
same time finding yourself there-
is irreplaceable. nothing compares
to the intensity of that feeling.

he swings her around.
they kiss while the city around them ;
disappears.

& she tried as hard as she could
to just forget about him.

No matter how I feel
it's always true
that the one thing
that makes me smile
in this world is you

he knows i like him
& he flirts with me on purpose.
Yeah.. it's one of those
relationships. 

 

 

& i love that boy
more than anyone
could ever understand

 

 

& i'm counting down the days
until i can see you again

 

youre addicting,
I don't get it, what is it about you?

 

I listen to sad lyrics
and there’s days I cry at night
I’m not suicidal and I don’t want my life to end
I’m just the one girl who would’ve give you the world
If only you would’ve give me a chance

 

 

that's the trick..
you can't care too much.
it's good to have guys like you,
but always keep them at a distance.
never give them a chance to hurt you.
kiss them, flirt with them,
keep them on a string,
but never, ever fall for one.

 

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I`d love you to love me.

 

 

That boy have me heels-over-head
for him. & got me thinking about
him twenty-four seven.

 

there are only two times i wanna be with you, now && forever.

 

 

 

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